Shifting Gears

A couple of weeks ago, while in church, Sandi proposed the question, "How do you know your Heavenly Father loves you?" I knew instantly what my response would be, and my response was, "because He answers my prayers." I truly believe that. I know He is mindful of my needs, and I feel opportunities are created for me at times when He knows I need them. My current work situation is a great example of this. Last summer when I realized I needed to bring in a little extra cash, the opportunity to work a great job from home was created for me. The timing was perfect. I really enjoyed the work I was doing and I felt it was a huge blessing. Around mid-December, I had the feeling that I needed to shift gears. Before making any decision to leave the company I spent a lot of time praying for guidance. I was very hesitant to leave a job that allowed me to work from home, but with the hard economy I needed to guarantee a pay check. During this time, I felt inspired to ask Sheila's husband, Brian, about the possibility of being a checker at his supermarket. Once again, an opportunity was opened up for me and I am so grateful. Brian was able to bring me on board part time, even though they didn't really have the room. With the hours I am given and also Spencer's help, I will be able to get away with minimal daycare. I am excited to be back in the grocery business.

So yesterday was my first day and I had a couple of interesting experiences happen right off the bat. On my way to work I was pulled over by a police officer for speeding through a school zone. I was going 35 mph. When he asked me why I was speeding, I said, "I know it's lame, but I am starting a new job and I guess my mind was preoccupied with that." He asked me where I was starting at, and then allowed me to go ahead so I wouldn't be late. When he told me I was off the hook, my eyes started to well up with relief. To make matters worse, later that afternoon he came into the store for lunch and I wanted to die when we made eye contact. Another humiliating moment was when the previous store manager came in to buy a newspaper from me. I recognized him and wanted to make a good impression, so I was a bit nervous. He handed me a dollar bill for his 75 cent newspaper, and I gave him 75 cents back, not even realizing it. He smiled and said, "Oh, you're giving me a tip?", and I just about died. What an impression! He smiled and said, it's okay, you're just nervous. I sure hope I didn't give anyone else tips! I've worked two days now and I feel very comfortable. Everyone is really nice and fun. I forgot how much I enjoyed checking. I am definitely a people person and I love chatting all day long and having fun. I know that we are given opportunities in our lives at times in which we need them. I have a strong belief that our Father in Heaven knows us and what our needs are. I am grateful for his guidance and direction!